TFM® > wrote in news:4939e397$0$29759
:

> When I click 'send', I will delete this newsgroup. I don't need added
> tears.

You are in no shape to handle this stuff right now, as you have more
pressing issues to deal with.

After time passes, I hope you will come back, as there is much support here
for you. You will need it down the road.