On Fri, 8 May 2009 17:36:06 -0400, TFM® >
wrote:

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>Thanks to all of you.
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>I still don't know what to believe.
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>I know I'm still alive. That's all that counts right now.
>

Hey man! We live, we love, we screw, we give birth,
we grow old, we die. It is our lot. Not too shabby!!

And we're aware of all that goes on. That's human.

Don't be ashamed of grief, loss is the human portion.

The pain is dulled, but never quite gone. There is
]much we don't understand, for all our nukes, rockets
and Ivy League ****y-chologists.

Trust yourself. After all, who else do you have, when
the chips are down and and hand is called?

Salud,

Alex, wishing you well.

Alex, who's *seen* the dead, and not a relative.
Heavy business, that.