Cheryl wrote:

> Not a damn thing, and thank you for reminding me that I have no life.
> I shouldn't be telling the world in a NG this but I don't socialize
> anymore since my son died. New Years of 2003 was the last time I
> talked to him at midnight. Went to an overnight thing at a club in
> Frederick MD and at midnight called him, my parents, and everyone
> else that wasn't there. We emailed between that night and the 25th
> of Jan when he died, but we didn't talk or see each other. I'm sure
> one day I'll go back to my life but for some reason it hasn't
> happened yet.

Grief won't be rushed. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Serene
--
"I tend to come down on the side of autonomy. Once people are grown up,
I believe they have the right to go to hell in the handbasket of their
choosing." -- Pat Kight, on alt.polyamory